All these emotions I cannot bear,
I look inside I find no air,
I try to sleep but I can not,
because of all those things I’ve got to solve.
They’re not problems,
they’re just the truth,
these lingering thoughts,
I don’t want to get through.
You have no idea,
how guilty you make me,
because for you
your emotions are all that matter.
I’m not the damn underdog,
how can I be confident,
as someone I’m not.
I can’t sleep
because all I think is this,
it seems sometimes,
like I don’t belong in this world,
or something like this.
I feel sleepy ,but I can’t sleep,
you have no idea how guilty you make me,
You don’t know how much your words makes me suffer,
I don’t want to tell the world, but I feel so alone.
This silent night, and I don’t want to face my world.
Those damned thoughts, and I can’t sleep,
it’s not alright,it’s not fair,
I try so hard ,but you don’t care.
This dark night and I’m so alone,
it’s 4:20 a.m.and I’m writing this song.
I’ll go to sleep now,cause it’s too late,
I hope the dreams will take me away.